Monday, May 23, 2011
Monday Motivation - on revision
I have a big revision ahead of me. I've been turning plot lines and character traits over and over in my head for a month.
It's time to sit down, tear it apart, and then put it back together again. I have a love/hate relationship with revision. I love it because it challenges me. I hate it because it challenges me.
I have a talk I've given to writers at conferences on revision. In it I say, the real writing happens in the rewriting. And it's true. So why are we so scared sometimes to get started?
For me, when I'm deleting old scenes and writing new ones, I'm often scared I'm making the book worse instead of better. And it's so messy - all that deleting and moving things around. When I'm drafting a book, it's not hard to get up and walk away. But when I'm revising? I *hate* getting up and walking away. I feel like I'm leaving behind this huge mess, which I am in a way, and I can't stand messes.
It's painful. It's hard. It's messy. But it's necessary.
Today, I begin. The only way out is through! In the coming weeks, my plan is simple:
Keep up my exercise
Set a time to be done every day, before dinner, and stick to it.
Take a short break every hour - get up and walk around outside
Free write in another document if necessary and don't feel bad about it
Remember I've done this before and every time, the book has become so much better
How do you psyche yourself up for a big revision?